So I have been 21 for 3 months now and all my life I have procrastinated with everything I have ever done and well I was visiting with my mother in woodland and we talked about the abuse she had givin over the years and I let her know that I can't finish anything in my life because up in till I was 16 she told me it was never good enough and that no matter what I do it will never be good enough and that sticks with somebody for awhile so now I am taking back control of my life it also helped to share this repressed anger and sadness with my family and mother I am now doing what I want with my life I going to enroll in collage in Oregon and get a joband i meet the man of my dreams in the process all I wanted in my life was to be somebody to me and it took 21 years for me to realize that i have been somebody all along it is so good to feel free in my own mind and body and it wasn't till a was reading a young women's blog slightly crunchy that I realized I had the strength to change my life and the path I have been on.. her strength gave me the chance to wake up and say hey today is a new day i now have the strength to walk with my head held high I thank her so much for every word of her own trials and tribulations and how she gets threw it! It truly changed my life for the better! thank you so much for being the awesomeness that you are!
and thank you for giving me the strength to stand up for me again!
so everyday I will start my life by reminding myself that...
1. I am strong
2.I can do it!
3.I am beautiful in my own perfect way
4. I'm going to succeed!
