I am jobless boyfriendless and childless
what the heck happened all things were amazing had a great job and a wonderful step daughter and a great boyfriend! then I woke up one morning and john decided he wasn't happy and that he was going to show it and no matter how much i tried he wouldn't talk to me he wouldn't try to work it out then he left for two weeks with kylie didn't mind i love kylie she is my pride and joy!! then he came back and i relized that i spent 10 months 10!!!!!!!! trying to work it out and all i got was the cold shoulder and i tried so hard so i didn't have to see kylie but what more could i do he didn't love me in the first place which he made clear! so I left and he promised me I could see kylie and I don't know why i belived for a second that was true and 1 month has gone by and I had to move back home! I really miss her! and i have talked to her 3 times if that and I call everyday 3 times a day! and he tells me there is something wrong with my phone cause i hasn't heard the phone ring WTF!!!! i am so pissed right now! I have applied to 20 jobs in 3 days to get me back on my feet and i just found out my bestie is preggers i am jealous but right now i couldn't bring a child into this I am so screwed right now i don't know what direction to go in! i am praying so hard right now that things will work out! PLEASE WORK OUT!!! i just want to scream at all the pressure I need a car an appt and a job to get the prev you know I am 22 and I have been threw so much in my life a 30 year old hasn't done yet jeeze life cut me a break for a second please
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